my fire went out
before I begin... I just found a site - www.enjoynachos.com hehehe
anyway.
I've always wanted to teach. That's it.
But, I really like sign language, too.
Now, common sense would dictate you put the two together and teach Deaf kids, right?
well, apparently not.
I hate my life right now.
I love everything I am doing and where I am living and who I am friends with but.. it sucks.
I want my own place, to finally be done with school and to be teaching.
WELL - that last part can not happen unless I:
stay where I am
stay in school for another two years (to get my bachelors).
on the one hand -- -GREAT!- okay.
on the other hand --- OMG! Please! I will work at effin' walmart, okay? I want my OWN place with my OWN stuff that is MINE.
but, then again, I also want to be dating.... what?!?!
22 and Jones
Today I was looking at apartments with a friend of mine and I was *so* incredibly jealous!
I love Pam, lots!, but I just --- I want my own little corner of the world, you know?
Anyway - this apartment was amazing, and perfect. And I want it. :-)
ohs wells.
"Why Meghans Should Not Stay Up Late"
This is rant. I know that it's a rant and I know that it's whiny. whiney. I don't know how to spell whine-y. deal with it.
Friday: No school. Great. Have to go anyway for grad prep. whatever. (it was fine, it was great. i got to see this guy, okay, two guys that i have mad crazy crushes on.
fiiiiiiiiiine.)
Saturday; No school BUT have to go for graduation. fine. it's fine. (are you still believing me?)
Sunday: I think I'm changing wards. I don't know how Ginn does it.
Monday: Oh! First day of break and how is Meg? Sick. SICK. And where is Meg? At school. With Nick.
KUDOS to NICK WARE for being able to volunteer his time and efforts selflessly with and a smile. YOU ROCK. So, driving home and , oh, yeah, the
Green Monster DIES at the end of the off ramp into lake manawa. The kid behind me started to honk so I got out, pointed to my flashers and
(screamed) "What part of this don't you understand?"
I think I scared him. hm. Okay.
BUT BUT ISD Called and wanted an interview on Tuesday. ((Think this through... no car! ~~
Thanks for your wheels, mum! ~~))
Tuesday: STILL VERY SICK. NO MONSTER. BUT!!! The interview went okay. I hope. I don't know.
damn. and I'm lonely. crackheadedness all the way around.
Wednesday: STILL SICK. decide I should take care of the
monster. don't follow through. my dog (Charlie brown) is getting worse. Went to MCC for their Christmas Sign Language - thing. What the hell? I don't know and left early.
Thursday: Feeling Better!! Charlie Brown--feeling worse, crap. My parents will probably have to put him to sleep after the holidays. He's really having a hard time.
Took my car to the shop. Estimates between "151.49" and 700.00 to fix the
monster.
(Donations can be sent via IWCC @ 2700 College Road, CB, IA 51503)
Friday: When I moved to NY my friend Damon sent me this in an email: "I still feel ill, but feel better after super-hack-snot-coughs" need I say more?
Monster is ready - only 500 and some odd change. I think. (thanks dad!)
Charlie Brown has to be put to sleep, hello! Today. what the ... * sigh *
Haven't heard from ISD. okay, it has only been two days. okay.
I did get to go party with my Aunt Mo --
HAPPY HAPPY MO!! but... It's 4 on the flip side (Saturday) and I am not even close to being sleepy. *sigh*
I hate vacations. and I still have almost two weeks to go.
| Your Sun Sign: | Aries  | Sun 25° Aries 27' |
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Element:
Fire Key Planet:
Mars |
Rams live life head first; after all, those horns on your head are not just for fighting. Your headstrong nature can make you a "battering ram" and woe is the person who stands in your way. You Rams are noted for your courage and leadership qualities, primarily because you are nearly always ready for action. The need for excitement pushes you into new territory -- and as long as you are ahead of others while demonstrating confidence, chances are that they will follow you. As self-ordained leader of the pack, you fight for what you believe to be important. But it's not that you are fearless. Your courage is more of a commitment to face your fears and overcome them. Motto: "Ready, fire, aim!”
Greatest Strength: Your courage to overcome fear
Possible Weakness: Not finishing things you start |
| Your Moon Sign: | Virgo  | Moon 13° Virgo 11' |
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The Virgin is highly discriminating, but not necessarily as prudish at some might believe. In ancient times, a Virgin was a woman who was not the property of man, and therefore had the legal right to just say "no." Now, in modern times, you Virgos are known for your ability to be highly discriminating. When you are ready, however, to say yes, the laser-like focus of your passion is anything but prudish. Generally, you have a great deal of common sense. But you tend to be tough on yourself, finding flaws that others might overlook. Learning to overlook the small stuff now and then can be good for you. Motto: "I feel like I can do better."
Greatest Strength: Your ability to analyze your emotions
Possible Weakness: The tendency to be too self-critical |
| Your Rising Sign: | Taurus  | Ascendant 12° Taurus 10' |
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You come across as calm, steady and down to earth. That's why people tend to trust you, which is exactly what you want. Avoiding conflict is a major part of your approach to the world, preferring to keep your feelings to yourself if that's what it takes to maintain the peace. You appear patient and easygoing, rarely coming across as demanding or difficult. That helps keep people from pushing and probing, trying to find out what you really want. But it can be useful to let down your guard at times and be less in control of yourself if you want to grow closer with others. Motto: "Don't show them what you're after.”
Greatest Strength: Bringing a calm approach to tense situations
Possible Weakness: Resistance to revealing your true feelings |
| Your Chinese Sign: | The Rooster |
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The ROOSTER ... THE RESILIENT ROOSTER
Mantra: I am proud of who I am.
Efficient and intelligent, Roosters love to show off their talents. They want to be the center of attention but at the same time are very generous to their friends and loved ones. They appear outwardly very strong-willed and energetic but are actually full of fear and worries on the inside. Committed to themselves, Roosters are hypercritical of everything and everyone, especially if they are not getting enough respect from the other animals on the farm. They can be inflexible and compulsive, with beliefs and opinions that tend toward fanaticism. |
hahaha ~ did anyone else notice how my sun sign and my rising sign tend to conflict?! just for laughs
